Sunday, January 08, 2006

LEAVING ON A JETPLANE

time of flight : 090106 2030hrs
destination : Auckland, New Zealand
purpose : business purposes ( filming lotr : thunder warrior... da media knows notting bout it... so keep it to urself and i'll make sure u get to see it 1st...)

yes im leaving again... fer da last time... and when im back i'll be crowned KING in my own rights... all da hard work before all dis... all da shits endured... will all be over... all da things i've been thru dis 2yrs 2mths... will finally draw to a close... yeah tts rite... game over. good game. no rematch. full stop. fuck off. i've served my part.
since we are at da end of da road... i'll lyk to take da opportunity to say a few words... for those of u tt have been part of my journey... i thank u fer all da pain, agony, anger , frustration, abuse and torture u'd inflicted on me... u reilliterated da fact tt dis organisation, or rather juz u, sux big time... and for those tt have crossed my path during dis period... i'll luv and hate u forever... cos u all give mi a reason to look back... thinking tt it's still worthwhile... yes all da fun and joy despite all da hardship we had... all da cry-laugh moments will be missed... to all da ppl i've scarred physically or psychologically due to my poor leadership... i sincerely hope u all can forgive me... i din mean fer accidents and incidents to happen... and i promise u and myself i will not make da same mistakes ever again... to da crew tts always by my side... let's not make things happen in nz... yup u heard mi... cos da more u do... da more u lose... but we'll try our best... and as da commander i will dictate wats best for all of us despite my weakness... sad... but tts da way it is...
havnt been praying for a loooooong time... and im sincerely praying for da safety of every1... God be there when we are flying up there... when we are carrying all those rounds... when we firing those rounds and charges... when we are deploying the guns... when we are moving from pt to pt, esp so during convo... when the cold gets unbearable... when we returned all the stores and dekit all issued items... and when we are flying back... be sure to be there wherever, whenever, whatever we do... let us be back in one piece... for there's fresh air waiting for all of us when we are back... and marks da beginning of an end... amen.