OMG IM GETTING INTO IT DAMN!!!

juz one of da many cheers i learnt from da camp so far. cant get it outta my head. omg. help mi. exocise da devil within mi!!!

BANANA SONG

THIS is my banana, ha-haha-haha.
this is your banana, ha-haha-haha.
chop off ur banana, ha-haha-haha.
now u've got no banana, HA-HA-HA!
-_-"

now i see why da hell im having insomnia...

out.

SCARED? UNPREPARED? OMG STUDY?!?!

so its gonna end all so damn soon. my one n onli honeymoon of a lifetime. n school blues are alrdy kicking in. n yes da tekkan session shall begin tmr. they say its gonna be fun, which im sure it will be, yet im juz cant help but to worry bout my fading body. torn hamstring, damaged ligament... wat da hell is happening to mi?!?!

i seriously dun wan to leave my lifestyle now man. but den again, even if its gonna end, im glad i got to experience such a long break from all da sidekicks to truely enjoy n appreciate life.

mahjong sessions. soccer. bball. tennis. swim. gym. even run. chill out sessions at ah mei's, js' n holland v. n of cos, clubbin' wid frens. not to mention oso all da crazy drink-n-smoke-lyk-there's-no-tmr sessions. will be badly missed. :)

time to settle down. in every sense. my feelings. my emotions. my wants. my studies. my life. maybe even my faith.

time to experience da hard part of life again.

but i thank You in every sense. n im confident You'll be there when im in need of help. always.

amen.

A NEW LEASE OF LIFE

recently, im myself again. tt is, da happy mi during my sec sch times.

hav been thinking why i luv to be back in da days of sji again, n da lifestyle im enjoying currently confirms da reasons why.

take ytd as example. life is simple yet super enjoyable as it is. went to gym at 3, swam at 7, n tennis from 8-10. basically tts juz da old mi, taking time out to do wat i enjoy : sports. life wud of cos be better wid soccer as an alternative, but wun be kept down by dis set back. there's more den soccer i can do. :)

n of cos, most imptly, life is simple. no worries, in particular, no gal trouble. yup. had quite a discussion wid da gang last nite, n yes life wud be so much simpler w/o having to worry bout them. no offence to gals tho. ok maybe its juz mi, my thinking's flawed. but tts da way it is. some scars are juz too deep to neglect.

oso, such lifestyle is CHEAP. hahaha... a tightly-pack day lyk ytd onli cost mi $7.50. hehehe... a much needed break on my spendings.

juz hope tt life continues as it is now.

cant wait fer da brotherhood gathering ltr. da impromtu bbq. it'll be fun! :)

n thank God im happy.

amen.

DISPAPPOINTED ONCE AGAIN

why... why... WHY!?!?

sux to be mi... or rather sux to be unable to play soccer within dis yr i guess.

no soccer = no life...

another reason to grow fat.

God, help. reallie.

amen.

IM A GENIUS

damn da freaking lousy contract/terms n conditions of da smf scholarship. even a pri sch kid can come up wid a better 1. bunch of pricks.

juz when i tot smf shows more sincerity in offering da contract, i felt total disgust in da vagueness and ambiguousity they hav thrown on mi. make mi n my mum go down all da way to raffles to find tt she cant be my surety. THX LE. on da other hand, da mpa guy finally called to cfm da written test on mon. nv judge a book by its cover i guess. now i reallie hav an issue at hand. hai~ decisions decisions...

anywae, my whining isnt da reason fer todae's heading. cos aft a double damage from sakae sushi (50bucks) and zouk (>90bucks), there's a real reason to panick bout my already depleting resourses.

N SO I HAV DECIDED TO CALL UPON MY INGENIUS CONTINGENCY PLAN OF DA WEEK : 省钱 CUM 减肥大计划!!!

1st of all, the theme of da week is of cos, save some $$$ n lose some weight. apparently IM REALLIE GETTING FAT. da answer is of cos, EXERCISE. yes. tennis, gym, running (stress...), table-tennis, swimming, and soccer (pls pls tell mi i can make it...), BRING THEM ON!!! n of cos, if im reallie too slack to motivate myself fer such activities, there's always anime n xxx (kidding!!!) tt i can turn to. in addition, some window shopping are possible too. tt of cos, i hav to call upon some impressive self-control n some no-i-dun-deserve-it/fuck-myself-save-some-money psycho session. but im confident it will succeed. :)

okay~~~... bros wid da answers, hu's wid mi? hehehe... dis will be hellava adventure. n if we do succeed, we will reward ourselves wid another session of sqquuaarree rroo000oommm!!! how bout tt? say say saaaayyy~~~!!! ufooo~~~!!!


God help mi. im getting hopelessly lame. :p

but hey, im dead freaking serious bout saving some fats n losing some monee... I MEAN, saving $$$ n losing fats.

...

amen.

A BAD DREAM
KEANE

why do i have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
i'll die in the clouds above
and you that i defend, i do not love

i wake up, it's a bad dream
no one on my side
i was fighting
but i just feel too tired
to be fighting
guess i'm not the fighting kind

where will i meet my fate?
baby i'm a man, i was born to hate
and when will i meet my end?
in a better time you could be my friend

i wake up, it's a bad dream
no one on my side
i was fighting
but i just feel too tired
to be fighting
guess i'm not the fighting kind
wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
but you're long gone
yeah you're long gone now

where do we go?
i don't even know
my strange old face
and i'm thinking about those days
and i'm thinking about those days

i wake up, it's a bad dream
no one on my side
i was fighting
but i just feel too tired
to be fighting
guess i'm not the fighting kind
wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
but you're long gone
yeah you're long gone now

MOMENT OF TRUTH

omg omg omg omg omg omg...!!!

thank god thank god thank god thank god thank god thank god...!!!

:) :) :) :) :) :)...!!!

need to prepare for a change...

n its time for 1...

nevertheless, cudnt hav done w/o so much help from every1. thx guys!!!

jh asked if i'd prayed for it. n to be frank, i wished i'd done more. sometimes when u get drifted so far away, its hard to look back. but thank God still.

amen.