SCARED? UNPREPARED? OMG STUDY?!?!

so its gonna end all so damn soon. my one n onli honeymoon of a lifetime. n school blues are alrdy kicking in. n yes da tekkan session shall begin tmr. they say its gonna be fun, which im sure it will be, yet im juz cant help but to worry bout my fading body. torn hamstring, damaged ligament... wat da hell is happening to mi?!?!

i seriously dun wan to leave my lifestyle now man. but den again, even if its gonna end, im glad i got to experience such a long break from all da sidekicks to truely enjoy n appreciate life.

mahjong sessions. soccer. bball. tennis. swim. gym. even run. chill out sessions at ah mei's, js' n holland v. n of cos, clubbin' wid frens. not to mention oso all da crazy drink-n-smoke-lyk-there's-no-tmr sessions. will be badly missed. :)

time to settle down. in every sense. my feelings. my emotions. my wants. my studies. my life. maybe even my faith.

time to experience da hard part of life again.

but i thank You in every sense. n im confident You'll be there when im in need of help. always.

amen.