RE-ME

tell mi im not a freak.

tell mi watching movie alone aint weird or anti-social or juz plain lonely.

btw, if u havnt try. u shud.

wait. why am i putting my words in such tone? cos i feel extremely ok. notting of lonely or sort. juz normal. but to many ppl they tink im gg a bit bonker.

sis, now i understand wat u meant 'when u reach a certain age u can handle many things alone, such as shopping or entertaining urself.'

urs came at mid-twenties. well mine, 21. no, in fact it came officially when i got 20. 早熟。tts da word.

too much time to myself at da shop is pretty gd. at least i got to sort my thoughts out. at least, i noe im alrite now.

i noe i've fully gotten over her, n da idea of another relationship is scary now. i noe i've hardened-up wid my feelings, nonchalent to some extent. in fact, i wanna thank her. she let mi see wats heaven n hell. haha. maybe not to such extent, but near. da feelings of da 2 extremes. wait. maybe i shud thank God tt He brought her into my path? hmmm... i noe im not lonely, not feeling it at least.

so, im here juz fer da sake of bloggin'. n oso an oppotunity to declare wat i am now to any1 hu myt happen to peep into my blog w/o droppin' a note. its rude u noe( ok im guilty of tt myself).

so guys, stop telling mi i need help or i havnt gotten over anythg or i need a life or wat sort. im in control, n proud to say tt not every1 at my age is.

and yes. im here to thank God for all tt i have den n now. my family, my friends, my life, my regrets, my new-self.

amen.