Monday, May 08, 2006

THE PURPOSE-DRIVEN LIFE

tts wat im reading, n i tell u, dis is 1 damn hard book to digest.

but of cos, its reallie meaningful, juz tt its not taking its effect on a meaningless being.

hai...

poor faith, accompanying an aimless life, juz dun go well.

oh n btw, da book suggests tt our purpose in life is not for our selfish selves, but for the One Almighty.

but im still having problems opening da door wide for Him.

n da book oso suggests its the Fallen One tts causing all my problems.

but somehow i juz tink its mi.

n im worried. why? cos i cant seem to pray when i wan to. pray well at least. as in those times when u reallie wanna tok to Him, somehow i juz drift away. n im feeling disrespectful.

so dear God up there, pls help.

n before i sign off, juz wanna share wat da book says...

ooops. its in my shop. n i cant remember da exact words. smthg bout life w/o love is meaningless. n how many a times we treat our work, job or things lyk paying bills wid such importance as if we r living our life juz fer them. cos if tts da case, we myt as well juz jump and die.

yup tut 1 thing fer sure. dis book does help mi see wats impt. LOVE.

it emphasizes tt we shud treat all, esp those in da Fellowship, wid love.

now i see. maybe tts why my love for others r not being reciprocated.

cos maybe if they r not in da Fellowship, so in a sense they dun see wat it is to love n being loved da way i do.



or maybe juz im juz one foot inside dis Fellowship, tts why im feeling half-fuck.

somehow dis idea appeals to mi better.

yup, da prob lies wid mi.

so pls, do help will You?

amen.

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