HEART, MIND, BODY AND SOUL...

shall not tink too much... hahaha...

n yes in case i havnt said so... i can no longer play table tennis... competitively at least... according to Dr Peng Y.P. fuck man.

but den again... when he told mi to 'take it easy on ur wrist'... i din realli hav much of a reaction... guess im realli gving up my lifetime sports deep down for gd. sad. but i guess ppl get tired n exhausted after such a while playing. not to forget da blank period i had during ns. a passion muz be maintained. if not, it juz dies away...

most prob gg to be downgraded. which myt be da consolation from my injury... but i do hope i can still play bball, tennis, pcc( kidding!!!) lolz...

i realise its hard to be a bastard... i mean... i so nice!!! hahaha... juz cant bring myself to do things to such extent. although my heart wans to... but guess my mind is juz too clear bout morals n conscience... but well done. tink i deserve a pat on my back... haha...

n yes... aft yesterday, i begin to be paranoid bout business... all da fuzz bout big money n prospect is juz a smokescreen to blind u from all da deceits and bullshits it beholds during da process... juz watch where u r gg... n most imptly... nv lose urself...

still waiting fer a light in my life in many apects... so god... pls be there.

amen.