HAPPENINGS

yes its been far too long... too long ago since i posted... too long since i wuz back from nz... far too long since i feel FREEDOM!!! can u believe how time can reallie fly??? i cant... n b4 i noe... im gg 21... gg back to sch all over again... and im least prepared fer it...

since its been such long time... i'll take my time on dis 1... 1st on nz...

thunder warrior... i shud say... a big success cos NOONE got injured... thank u lord!!! now all of us can ORD in peace... :) new zealand is easily da most beautiful place i've ever set foot on... everything seems outrageously pleasant to my eyes... dunno if any1 share such experience... but hav u ever came back from overseas feeling spore is so damn clean??? not dis time round... spore seems less colorful when i arrived back den from nz... tho im reallie glad to see my family aft so long... shud say da 2 countries are totally diff. in beauty... spore's... er... shit... cant tink of any of its beauty... prob its my frenz and family!!! hahaha... shall juz comment bout nz...

nz, on da other hand, is so NATURAL... reallie 100% NZ man... sheeps... sheeps... and more sheeps!!! not to forget da greens and cows everywhere... ppl are all so friendly too... kiwis makes mi wonder is it reallie tt hard fer us to put a smile on our face constantly... regret not taking more photos... hope i'll be back there again in some later stage of my life... thinking of migration lolz... but its reallie cold out there... cant imagine myself out there enduring da wind w/o my gloves and windbreaker... hee...

da feeling back home wuz reallie great... cos technically it marks da end to ns!!! wahaha!!! FREEDOM!!! been up to no gd dis few days... slack and slp and shop and club and EAT lyk nobody's business!!! hahaha... tried finding jobs half-heartedly but to no avail... hope i'll strike lucky wid da current pending oppotunity tho... went fer my long dued medical appts as well... bad news... operation needed confirmed... stress... hope i'll come back unscarred... and hopefully get some compensation from SAF...

march is da month to watch... 1st it's my bdae... marks an end to teenage days to adulthood... cant imagine calling myself an ADULT... sux... ney... im still gonna buy CHILD tix fer swimming... still gonna try to get student discounts whenever i can!!! hahaha... nxt it's da much dreaded driving test on 7th... tho im already fucking prepared to fail... sianz... hope can come up wid da $$$ to pay fer more drivings... den it's my operation on 8th... following a trip back camp to fetch my PINK NRIC on da 14th!!! gdbye det4... gdbye bravo battery... fuck off 23sa!!! fuck off khatib camp!!! wahaha!!! tho i muz say... it'd been a blast...

wuz reading all da entries i posted back den... great to read back on wat i thought back den... shud try to post more nxt time i guess... hahaha... feel tt i've reallie changed... no gd or bad bout tt... juz more ready to accept reality and dis shitty society... hopefully some child in me still retains... tho i believe my mentality has reallie evolved... tink im getting reallie extreme over several issues in life... probably witnessed by my buddies arnd mi... hope im not seen as a freak man...

but den again... i dun reallie care... im content wid wat i hav rite now...

and i wan to believe tt way.

amen.