Friday, October 21, 2005

juz came back from a 3D2N exercise... shack... screw da damn mosquitoes!!! bloody hell bite mi till my whole face swollen... cow...
im getting stress... gg 21... notting achieved in life... HOW SIA!?!? but den again... every strong fit young man lyk me is gg nowhere as yet... hai... come to tink of it... since all of us cant escape ns... y not make da best out of it... reallie dun understand those chao gengs in my battery... making life difficult for all but themselves... hai... but im not reallie in da best position to comment bout them as well... so... gd luck to all... oh n btw... i realise i screwed up... its 5mths 25days more as from todae... jia lad... too long nv do maths liao... reallie rusty... still rem. how i cant plan sentry timing properly da other time... having prob wid 360min/8ppl... reallie made a fool in front of my men... hahaha...
went to fish prawns da other day wid hh... 26bucks each fer 3hrs... onli managed 7 prawns for da day...( for da record... its hh2:5zh... hahaha...) enjoyed myself though... but wuz reallie impressed wid those lao3 jiao4 there... non-stop harvest lor... throw in da bait dis moment n up wid a catch bout 30 sec later... theres dis reallie decent looking guy tt impressed mi da most... hu happened to hav a gf wif him all da time... hai... seeing couples all over make mi feel lonely... funny... have dis sudden surge of feelings i cant explain... dunno wat is it...
... ... I NOE!!! it all boils down to ARMY!!! its army tt makes mi feel lonely... or horny... or desperately empty... or feeling loss... or aimless... ... maybe tts why ppl chao4 geng3... maybe tts why ppl can find time fer gf... maybe tts why im a 3SG cos i got notting better to look forward to n i lyk da idea of being 'sandwiched' in between... maybe tts why no matter how hard i try ppl still tink im not doing enuff... n though i noe ive been giving my best i still try desperately to seek every1's approval... ... ... maybe its juz me...
... maybe its juz da shackness from da exercise getting to me...
... 5mths 25days more... amen.

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