DRUGS TT MAKE MI HIGH/EMO
so, having 1 leg less ( or 2 'legs' more) is harder than i expected. been struggling with everything. from showering, changing, getting into a good position to sleep, to even sitting down.
missing being the king i was in AH. hahaha...
'er... 'cuse mi can i have a cup of hot milo?'
'er... 'cuse mi can i have my urinal containerS?'
'hi can u adjust my bed/my leg position?'
anywae, paul wy, mike, n mich came by to 'visit' today. thx guys. mj soon again! :)
was talking to my dad aft sending sy home. gg on dis op means having to eat lots of pills, some of which makes me high, some drowsy, n some, really really emotional.
i was joking, N I STRESS AGAIN, JOKING to dad bout how im nv gonna ditch sy after we went thru so much together. dad, as usual, began to preach life. but i muz admit dis 1 is really good stuff. haha...
he said tt if she's da right 1, why ditch her in da 1st place. told mi life's short, n really rare and difficult to find some1 who u can get along with and with good character. said tt he n my mum married for 30+ years oso cant see eye to eye most of da times. so muz really cherish r/s. then began telling mi he n mum's love story, really 感人 n 辛酸. almost put mi to tears. no fluke.
tok bout how life was really hard for them back den. yet they still managed to hold on and stay by each other's side, n of cos, brought up 3 hell-bringers. how dad came to sg from msia onli to be unemployed, n depended on mum's 5bucks from her 12bucks coffee shop labor, for a week' food, transport and little treats for my bro n sis. when he finally found work, he has to slog 3 shifts a day, sleeping onli 3hrs a day, juz to make ends meet and save up to buy a hse. really really 伟大.
seriously, we can complain all we want, but i tink our parents know it best when it comes to hardship.
really hope tt 好日子 is juz 5 sems away, as i told my dad.
n when tt day comes, i shall take over da responsibilities, while my dad juz need to take care of my dog n lecture my kids, n my mum juz need to cook n play mahjong. :)
so, having 1 leg less ( or 2 'legs' more) is harder than i expected. been struggling with everything. from showering, changing, getting into a good position to sleep, to even sitting down.
missing being the king i was in AH. hahaha...
'er... 'cuse mi can i have a cup of hot milo?'
'er... 'cuse mi can i have my urinal containerS?'
'hi can u adjust my bed/my leg position?'
anywae, paul wy, mike, n mich came by to 'visit' today. thx guys. mj soon again! :)
was talking to my dad aft sending sy home. gg on dis op means having to eat lots of pills, some of which makes me high, some drowsy, n some, really really emotional.
i was joking, N I STRESS AGAIN, JOKING to dad bout how im nv gonna ditch sy after we went thru so much together. dad, as usual, began to preach life. but i muz admit dis 1 is really good stuff. haha...
he said tt if she's da right 1, why ditch her in da 1st place. told mi life's short, n really rare and difficult to find some1 who u can get along with and with good character. said tt he n my mum married for 30+ years oso cant see eye to eye most of da times. so muz really cherish r/s. then began telling mi he n mum's love story, really 感人 n 辛酸. almost put mi to tears. no fluke.
tok bout how life was really hard for them back den. yet they still managed to hold on and stay by each other's side, n of cos, brought up 3 hell-bringers. how dad came to sg from msia onli to be unemployed, n depended on mum's 5bucks from her 12bucks coffee shop labor, for a week' food, transport and little treats for my bro n sis. when he finally found work, he has to slog 3 shifts a day, sleeping onli 3hrs a day, juz to make ends meet and save up to buy a hse. really really 伟大.
seriously, we can complain all we want, but i tink our parents know it best when it comes to hardship.
really hope tt 好日子 is juz 5 sems away, as i told my dad.
n when tt day comes, i shall take over da responsibilities, while my dad juz need to take care of my dog n lecture my kids, n my mum juz need to cook n play mahjong. :)
posted by zh at 12:12 AM
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