BEST WEEK OF MY LIFE???

yup. juz 2 more days of work b4 an emotional gdbye to tangochocolat. dun misunderstand mi aft my post on how great life is working at tt place. despite da many pros, im juz getting tired of da routine work im gg thru. as many of my frens shud noe by now, its damn xiong sitting in da shop not to do anythg at all. but still, thx fer da job olivia n ckw. :)

wuz wasting time away playing daidee on my phone when a call from the smf ppl came. I'VE BEEN SHORTLISTED FER DA SCHOLARSHIP!!! got so excited tt i missed out on da timing of my 2nd interview... :p anywae, hope everythg goes well. n if so, perhaps i can truely enjoy da remaining days of my holz. :)

n oh Lord, pls, help my family. its getting rather hopeless. my dad is behaving lyk a gal, bro behaving lyk a kid, n mum behaving, er, lyk a petty mum as usual.

amen.

REBORN

yup, finally make a trip to mos aft a 4-5 mths break. n yell yeah i enjoyed myself!!! thx to gloria n of cos, the gang once again.

oh! juz fer da record, spend $0.00 on drinks tt nite, n had 19-22 cups of whisky coke, tequila lime, tequila tonic, champagne and beer, n wat a majestic sight beholds!!! wahaha!!! HIGH. TUCKFOON!!! ooops. no offence tho. haha...

n since im rushing fer work, i shall juz tag js's pics... hahaha. ok, im juz lazy. BUT, i reallie wanna let u guys noe wat u'd missed out... :)

genuine smiles...

DISAPPOINTED

fuck u.

yes i mean it. fuck u.

as always again, u proved tt good guy dies 1st.

dun make ur problem my problem. im juz trying to help. n if things r reallie so hard fer mi, wats da pt. of maintaining dis friendship?

i nv noe being sincere means diggin' my own fucking grave. thx alot fer dis lesson.

n juz how irresponsible u r, im simply shocked.

life nv revolves arnd u. if it is, life wud be a much more simple episode.

i cannot described how i feel exactly. even though i feel fer ur situation, u still hav no fucking rights to say dis things.

once again, hu da fuck u tink u r.

n i seldom do it to a opposite counterpart, but dis is as much i can take.

yes. FUCK U.

if vulgarities is da way to make u wake up ur idea, i will fucking use it.

TIOMAN REVISITED...

credits to toon hu burnt all da pics n vids fer da gang. juz to share some great kodak moments. n oh btw, my new speaker rox. :)

the gang on a snorkelling trip, lost my contacts before da actual dip, kao~

dun drool gals... lolz...

all da fun in da world.

full strength as ever. a tribute to brotherhood. top to bottom; left to right : weiyang aka wank, chin guan aka guan, honghan aka hong gan, mike aka rod, jingsheng aka js, collin aka cum, zhenjie aka toon, eugene, mi aka ps, paul aka ball.

fooling arnd wid wank.

rock fall, wid js n cum.

js n his prize, da grp's onli as well aft a 3-hrs fishing trip.

stare wat stare?!?!

blending in perfectly wid nature.

RE-ME

tell mi im not a freak.

tell mi watching movie alone aint weird or anti-social or juz plain lonely.

btw, if u havnt try. u shud.

wait. why am i putting my words in such tone? cos i feel extremely ok. notting of lonely or sort. juz normal. but to many ppl they tink im gg a bit bonker.

sis, now i understand wat u meant 'when u reach a certain age u can handle many things alone, such as shopping or entertaining urself.'

urs came at mid-twenties. well mine, 21. no, in fact it came officially when i got 20. 早熟。tts da word.

too much time to myself at da shop is pretty gd. at least i got to sort my thoughts out. at least, i noe im alrite now.

i noe i've fully gotten over her, n da idea of another relationship is scary now. i noe i've hardened-up wid my feelings, nonchalent to some extent. in fact, i wanna thank her. she let mi see wats heaven n hell. haha. maybe not to such extent, but near. da feelings of da 2 extremes. wait. maybe i shud thank God tt He brought her into my path? hmmm... i noe im not lonely, not feeling it at least.

so, im here juz fer da sake of bloggin'. n oso an oppotunity to declare wat i am now to any1 hu myt happen to peep into my blog w/o droppin' a note. its rude u noe( ok im guilty of tt myself).

so guys, stop telling mi i need help or i havnt gotten over anythg or i need a life or wat sort. im in control, n proud to say tt not every1 at my age is.

and yes. im here to thank God for all tt i have den n now. my family, my friends, my life, my regrets, my new-self.

amen.