Friday, March 10, 2006

MISSING YOU...

recently, i fell in luv. maybe not so in da strictest sense, cos she's always been arnd, juz tt i fail to realise how impt she is to mi. it's onli when she left den i start to feel da difference w/o her, n it hurts badly. men are all so similar yup? its onli when we lose smthg den we began to regret, juz to find its all too late. dis post, is specially dedicated to u my luv. n if u do come back to mi, i promise i'll cherish u lyknv b4...

10 things i missed w/o u by my side:
01. da times we spend in da shower together. how we showered each other wid such luv and passion.
02. how u wud so conveniently carry my bag when it gets too heavy for mi to bear. such luv from a partner, nowhere to be found on earth.
03. how u wud feed mi all da time, n lyk a child, i luv every minute of it. but its all gone now.
04. the way u push back my hair, so warm, so gentle. such sensation im feeling no more.
05. how u wud scratch my back fer mi when its unreachable within my means. im sure couples noe wat im tokking bout. yes da itchy-sweet feeling. but its of no more of now. n how im missing (n itching for) it.
06. how u wud luv to snatch my phone n reply my sms wid such speed tt i wud nv able to do it myself. yes. typing is a chore all so suddenly w/o u. tts how dependent i am on u.
07. nv a sociable person, but i am opened to da bigger world cos of u. u make mi realise how easy it is to meet new ppl, n yes i can nv hav da courage to do it myself w/o u.
08. checking mails hav nv been da problem wid u arnd, mainly cos i hav u arnd to check them n clear da junks. are u checking them? its full n hotmail is nagging mi to clear them up.
09. mahjong wuz nv fun w/o u. u r my thinking cap. my lady luck
. w/o u, im always on a losing streak. i need u back.
10. nv lyk to keep my wallet by my pocket. its always wid u. another reason da pocket's left empty cos of u. i noe how u luv to hold mi thru my pocket. nowadays, my pocket is always occupied, wid my wallet of cos. i need smthg more warm, more human in it. i need u.

im reallie sorry fer wat i've done. i shud hav known all da while how impt u r to mi. but im juz another sorryful and regretful ass trying to make amend. so pls, do come back.

n fer those hu r reading dis. pls, cherish wat u hav now, n if u r not sure wat to cherish in ur life, look harder. cos when its gone, its all too late... fortunately fer mi tho, she said she will consider her options and tell mi on mon. i hope she's staying fer good, n da signs are optimistic. thank you Lord for a second chance.







in memories of my right hand.

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