Monday, March 27, 2006

REFLECTION

am i thinking too highly of myself? most probably so... anywae... sry for all da misunderstandings... BUT. i tink i hav my own valid reasons to tink whatever way i wan to... simply based from wat i see n feel... n im sure others, if in my shoes, will feel da same. but den again, i may be thinking too much. so, from now on, i will not reveil wat i feel bout some sensitive issues. words of expression are nv enuff to read a story if u wan a whole real picture of da situation.

watched v for vendetta wid hh n collin. lyk wat hh said, its back to da jc days for da us 3 muskateers, where we pon sch to stone at lido. lolz... but looking back, its almost 2yrs den. freaking scary how time flies and ppl change. anywae, da show is awesome simply fer da fight scenes in da undergrnd subway. COOL. but of cos there's more to it. it tells of a life wid a purpose, wid a meaning, which further reilliterates my pt on finding my own in my life. so i guess my all time concern isnt uncalled for. but back to da movie. tho having so much prob trying to read between da lines, but thx to collin, i wuz juz brought to understand n appreciate da underlying meaning to da show. but i guess tts how i am, i tink too much. simple things can be made all so complicated by me. gotta reflect on dis. eh. shit. am i thinking too much bout dis pt. now??? fuck.

had da same old discussion wid collin n hh aaft da show at starbucks. i realised hh n co. are reallie worried fer mi. n i thank god fer such friends. but i believe i can judge things by myself. n collin oso believe tt wat i stand for is justified. so, anywae, thx guys. n lyk i told u all, i oso had da dilemma. but i'd passed tt barrier. now its time fer da kill.

but den again. ami thinking too highly of myself?

most probably so.

but its thru mistakes u learn isnt it?

lyk wat collin says, happiness is everything.

n i juz wanna be happy. :)

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