AWAKENING

was having my toilet break, reading notes at da same time, when i realised i ran out of rough papers for doing notes. then came the breakdown:

if 1 module has 13 lectures,
5 modules x 13 = 65 lectures to cover in 2 weeks.
consider 1 lecture takes 3 pieces of rough paper to summarise,
3 x 65 = 195 pieces of rough paper needed to cover my studies.

-_-"

save me oh Lord.

on a brighter note, King Kev's magic is back. the Magpies are on a roll. the Toon Army is playing free-scoring football. cant wait to visit SJP next season. somehow i feel i will be gg there more than i shud, even when it means missing out on the chance to visit one more country. :)

shiok onli......

BREAK TIME

juz completed another set of notes. really need a break. tho i noe its onli 10pm but it feels like 1am mentally. cant wait for this time of the sem to end asap.

studying sux for many reasons:

1. having homework is a torture. there's no time for leisure. work is much better, u slog 9-6, den u have da rest of da day doing anythg u like.
2. exam period = 20hrs in own room, 3hrs for meals, 30min for showers, 30min or more on toilet bowl (half da time occupied with a set of notes in hand, surprisingly u somehow mng not to use da notes when u're done).
3. u appreciate music less. da same damn song keeps getting repeated, even when you have a total of 200++ songs in ur song list.
   
4. u grow fat.

beginning to forget how to kick a ball. how it feels to kick a ball. struggling to decide whether to go gym tmr again. somehow the more i work on my ACL the slower it recovers. really demoralizing at times. the sight of those bai-kar-bai-chew like me who can run on the mill gets really frustrating. how come this 30% difference in strength seems so hard to achieve?! tink i myt stand a better chance trying for a 1st class(yah right).

maybe i shudnt have used my bdae wish on my bro. he's plain hopeless. maybe i shud use it on my ACL instead.

or maybe, i shud juz keep doing my physio, hav a little faith and start remembering to talk to the Forgotten One.