REALITY CHECK

da more i read others' blogs and my previous entries, da more i miss times in oslo.

its great to see loved ones aft so long, but i guess a big part of mi are left back in oslo.

da snow, da cold, da stark differences as compared to sg, reallie reallie gonna miss them all. on da other hand, returning to sg seems like waking up from a dream. little, in fact nothing, have changed. even lot1 seems da same despite a major refurbishment. da dream, seems so full of happenings, yet too short to savor its full detail. im sure i will take a lifetime to reflect on wat ive done during those 5 months.

i reallie reallie wanna go back, but will things be da same if i was to go by myself? i guess so. da helplessness and loneliness myt be too much to bear. but somehow i always feel i can handle it eventually.

perhaps da grass always looks greener on da other side.

or, perhaps i shud stop being emo and plan my nxt big trip. :)