REALITY CHECK

da more i read others' blogs and my previous entries, da more i miss times in oslo.

its great to see loved ones aft so long, but i guess a big part of mi are left back in oslo.

da snow, da cold, da stark differences as compared to sg, reallie reallie gonna miss them all. on da other hand, returning to sg seems like waking up from a dream. little, in fact nothing, have changed. even lot1 seems da same despite a major refurbishment. da dream, seems so full of happenings, yet too short to savor its full detail. im sure i will take a lifetime to reflect on wat ive done during those 5 months.

i reallie reallie wanna go back, but will things be da same if i was to go by myself? i guess so. da helplessness and loneliness myt be too much to bear. but somehow i always feel i can handle it eventually.

perhaps da grass always looks greener on da other side.

or, perhaps i shud stop being emo and plan my nxt big trip. :)

COMPLETE

let time stops right at this moment, this reunion, right now... :)

AND THE T.A.F CLUB APPLE AWARD GOES TO...

me!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! bring on the chocs and supper tonite!!! :D

hopefully my loss is ur gain... :)

ALL OVER AGAIN

honestly, da idea of exchange buffles mi. i noe im supposed to enjoy every bit of it, traveling to wherever i wan to go and enjoying life sinfully to some extent. yet at da back of my head, personal expectation as well as external ones cant seem to be put out of da picture.

enuff emo-ness, time to mug. exams in 3 weeks. but how to mug when there's always dinner to take care of at the back of ur mind? not tt im complaining tho... :)

pork chop on the menu today! topped with boiled carrots, curry-wurst wedges, mushroom soup and home-made garlic breads tt din make it in time for this pic! OMGOMGOMG!!!

the spread. :D

u reallie reallie gotta give credit to 5 big boys who can nv seem to hav any problem fixing a sumptuous, and impressive dinner. cheers to blk 12 floor 11!!!

'FAMILY'

now tt da trashing out is done, its a matter of sitting down n listen to wat each of us has to say. da qn is, are we willing to do tt? n are we willing to accept each other's fault in dis misunderstanding.

there are some bond tt means alot, n personally its one tt i reallie cherish. juz wish tt each of us will be matured enough to sort things out. no pt hiding feelings from one another.

perhaps it myt be naive to think tt its not too late to do so, but really hope da coming trip will be one tt we get to noe each other better, n all over again...

'人言可畏'

i hate hypocrites. n its sad to find you as one.

its really sad to see tt aft so long, da idea of mutual trust is not registered. or u simply care less. aft all tt we hav done, obviously personal interest comes before ours as a whole. now tt even he feels tt way, i tink u shud really be reflecting on how u are dealing wid certain issues. dun you take our kindness for weakness.

u hav officially lost da trust among us.

WAKE UP CALL

dis post is probably one of da few to remind myself of things.

ppl come. ppl go. end of da day, u need to step out of da picture to figure out who u can trust, or feel tt u can trust. im glad i've found some amidst all dis fun tt blinds u from things. :)

on the other hand, PERHAPS its high time to sit down n concentrate on PASSING my exams. its not easy, wid all da end yr plannings and peer pressure arnd me. but im gonna slow down n look at wat i really want n need to do.

nevertheless, im enjoying myself, n cant wait for 5th Dec to come. yet another dream comes true. :)