DRAINED LIFE

tuition is reallie draining my life away. maybe paul is rite, that if it becomes a chore, maybe its bout time to call it a day.

anywae, ran out of assessment for mr wilkie todae, so took out his assessment book n 'modified' some questions by changing da numbers here and there. eventually got too bored so changed smthg else: names. alot of names came up my mind, so juz went wid da flow. used my name oso. lolz... says alot bout how fun tuition is aint it?

during dis time, some names tt qualify as 'thou shalt not be named' came up. went on to used them nevertheless. whatever da case, hope u ppl are living well, esp. 'you', 'u', and 'U'.

watched a hongkong movie ytd b4 i went to slp. tot of 'U' den. wuz wondering bout da big question still. wat if things have gone differently? tho 'U' were da 1 hu hurt mi most, i cant help but to wonder tt if i can ever find sm1 as perfect as 'U' may seem. hai... loneliness kicking in... haha... ... wats wid dis 'haha...' anywae. tink im kinda losing it. help.

feeling reallie old as well. almost fainted aft doing gym todae. instead of blackout, it struck mi as my whole world gg white. forgot hu my father mother wuz tt moment. went on to relax in da pool till 12plus. freaking hot. whole body burning now... aft tt went fer tuition for mr eugene ho.( yes my kid has da same name as our eugene ho, maybe tts why im having so much shit from him.) n for ppl hu hav an issue wid my english, wait till u hav a taste of his. i swear u'll cry fer ur mama. den mr wilkie. den home.

tink i need more activities to keep mi from wandering unneccesary stuff. but i luv dis time of my life tho. beats draining my life on books in hall.

maybe all i need is a long-due holiday getaway.

or maybe...

i juz need money?

a life perspective?

a new target?

God.