THOUGHTS

some temptations are juz too hard to resist. feeling ashamed, but at da same time feel tt its ok so long i noe da limits. but still, da promise is broken. loser.

went for bike rally todae. freaking shack. 138km arnd sg. doesnt help when i din get any slp from da day b4. reached back hall at 330am n left for east coast at 4am. seh kar... but dbl 0 wuz real fun wid cheap drinks and cock frens. buahaha!!! anywae, we onli managed to complete bout 100km of da whole journey cos all of our butt can take it no more. walking funny and burning lyk crazy now.

rushed down to orchard presbyterian church to attend sis' baptism aft bike rally. really feel happy for her. dad n mum din come along. apparently not supporting sis' baptism, asking her tense questions like if she will burn incense for them when they pass away.

prayed that she can enjoy a happy marriage. as usual dosed off during da sermons. feeling kinda worried. somehow i dun feel Him. maybe i juz need to go more church. but somehow there's always thoughts at da back of my head questioning my belief and faith.

kinda disturbed by dad and mum reaction. im not siding who's right or wrong, but i do rem da bible teaches us to obey our parents. hai... really not in da mood to tink bout my faith right now. maybe im really not ready. but i noe there's nv a right time for such things. n i shudnt be avoiding it. but still, ill pray.

really need to slp. nite ppl. :)